lyrics by ''every raped suicidal girl in the world'' - N.E.K.

Κωστής Φουϊτίδης: harmonica
Efthimia Dilpizoglou vocals, bass
Αδάμ Βιργκόπουλος: drum programming

Every day I wake up feeling raped in the mouth by you
Every day I wake hoping to die
Every day I wake up hoping you will die
I will end up killing myself because of you
I would rather be dead than extradited to the United States of America
I will kill myself if you attempt to have me arrested and extradited
I promise you that
Do not try to stop me

Every day I wake up to find you there, raping me
And I can no longer take it
Into my mouth you go with your big dick made of dollars like a battling ram
Breaking my teeth, splitting my tongue
I cannot speak because you've been choking with fascism all these years
I no longer know how to speak, only how to gag

I want to kill myself
I can't stand this any more
Every day I wake up feeling raped in the mouth by you
I don't want to see you
I don't want to talk about you
I want to pretend you don't exist
I don't want to be anywhere near you
But you want the Dutch slave-catchers
To catch me like I'm your runaway slave
Put me on one of their slave ships
And ship me back to the plantation
The Dutch made me a slave to you
Even if I slaved away for you the rest of my life
I would still be a slave to my dying days
I'd rather be dead than be caught like a slave
I'd rather be dead than be your slave

I'm sure that if I were to blow my brains out and ask someone to post a picture of this on the internet, you would still come over to rape my lifeless mouth one more time.

Every day I wake up feeling raped by you
And there is nothing I can do to stop you
Because being poor is a crime in this world
Because having no money means I am unworthy
Because having no money means I have no protection
I want to kill myself
I know how he felt
He hung himself and he was right
He threw himself in front of train in Stockholm and he was right
I cannot stand your raping anymore
All I ever wanted was to write
I want to kill myself
I'd rather be dead than be slave
I'd rather be dead than raped all over again by you
But you'd rape me even if I were dead
I know you would because you are a rapist
You will rape me to death
I want to kill myself
I cannot stand this any more
I want to kill myself
I cannot stand this any more

I have a stalker of my own these days
He parks his car with the red on white Russian number plate outside my window
And flashes his head lights at me
He does this three times ever night
At 1:00 at 3:00 and at 5:00 AM
Every night, again and again
One night be showed up with his friends
They had a camera
and were filming me from their car
"Who the fuck are you?!" I shouted
and
they just kept shooting

One night I ran outside and ran straight towards the car
Hit me motherfucker, hit me,
put me out of my misery
But he pressed gas, turned the corner and drove away
Coward, scared of driving over a dead girl
I am roadkill why won't you flatten me
I am afraid of seeking help because you tried to contact my physician to obtain my medical records
I am afraid you will post my intimate pictures on the internet like you threatened you would
I am afraid you are already spreading them around like you threatened you would
You are the NSA, cyberstalking every person on the internet
No one believes me because I am just an impoverished Greek woman and you are a rich white American with lots of dollars and lawyers
What the hell was I thinking?
That someone was gonna believe me?
What the hell was I thinking?
That anyone was gonna listen to me?
What the hell was I thinking?
American fascism wins every time
What the hell was I thinking?
American fascists will inherit the earth
And when a rocket crashes onto Mars
It will bear an American fascist flag
Intergalactic hackers are the intergalactic fascists of the future

Fascists always win
And this why I want to kill myself

You keep saying I am on the verge of killing you
But I will end up killing myself because of you